Transformational growth side effects πŸ˜Ά

I wanted to write a little blurby blurb (new fave word btw πŸ™ƒ) about some of the side effects of embarking on a personal transformational growth project.  I feel like a little lotus flower of sorts.  These past few years following my devastating spiritual rock bottom have been the catalyst for my second chance at…

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Body like a back road…. And the nuances of getting lost in it….Β 

I am in a state of disbelief and shell shocked about something that happened to me yesterday. I have been unable to get a grip about it and I absolutley MUST get this out of me. (You lucky readers πŸ˜‰) I live out of my gym bag. I shower at home MAYBE 3 times a…

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An open letter to my baby girl…Β 

Hello my sweet baby girl, it’s your mommy….  I’m writing to you even though you don’t exist, yet… And I am still unsure if you will even get to join me in this lifetime of mine.  I do feel as though I have been preparing for you for a long, long time and want to…

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We are not in Kansas anymore Toto πŸŒͺπŸ–€πŸΎβš“οΈ

These are my ruby slippers.  If you notice in most of my pictures on any social media platform my tootsies (πŸ‘£) are the leading character.  This had gone unnoticed by me until a dear friend of mine pointed it out one day.  I am constantly taking pictures of my foodies because cooking and eating are…

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Binge eating πŸ–€

I remember the first time I discovered I could get rid of the massive amount of food I just binged on by vomitting my brains out. I stumbled upon it by mere accident really. I had (quietly) been suffering from binge eating disorder for some time by then. I had just had another episode and…

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My twin babies πŸ’•

Welp. Just entered my 35th year of life and couldn’t be more excited πŸ’«πŸŽ‰πŸ”₯πŸ’› I actually caught myself thinking that I may finally be getting a grasp on this whole “life” thing that some of us get to experience πŸ˜† Then I laughed and laughed and went on with my merry little flutters cause I…

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My take on why God allows bad things to happen to us…

This weekend I had a cooking date night with my seester in law. Whilst we were waiting for the food to cook we got wrapped up in (all the spritzers 😜) conversation that went all over the board. One topic has stuck with me though and I haven’t been able to let it go since… …

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